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ON SEPTEMBER 12, I CAN'T STOP
looking at one businessman falling headfirst
from the tower. His arms and legs do not paw
the air. He is not a kite with his tie as a tail.
He is more missile than man, his head the dome
and trigger, his body a titanium shell, just as vivid, just
as dumb. Now I know the clammy hold of images, why
the eye flickered and bulged in the broken window
of the college locker room years ago where I showered
in a different man’s gaze. And it is the calm of this man
urging me stare over and over, the magnified shot
of his face, his eyes watching the unrepentant street,
the approach of a terrible body, its greeting
a shattering. I can’t leave him. In his descent
I finger a slick, clean fear and a grace
so fierce it whistles like a bomb.
CONTRIBUTOR
My mornings are full of golden retrievers and writing, and my days are full of classes and compositions. My chapbook, Where She Goes, chronicles mornings rowing on the river through Portland, Oregon where I’ve lived for 20 years. My poems and stories have appeared in literary magazines such as Seattle Review, Mid-American Review, Calyx, and more. I edit Clackamas Literary Review.